Lyric of the Day

This post may seem like a whine and a wank on my part, but I feel I need to get this out. I think that I am a darn good friend. I put in a lot of energy and effort into my friendships. I have also learned over the years that people can be utterly disappointing and selfish, however they can be absolutely surprising and spontaneous. Alas, I am finding these moments happen less and less lately. I have been told I expect too much of people, because I am so hard on myself. I have met some wonderful people this year that I thought would be some Grade-A low maintenance friends. Um, I was wrong. All the ups and downs, and all I am looking for is a little smooth sailing, some open road, some frikkin normalcy please! This post may be incredibly vague, but hey, it makes sense to me. All I ask for, as I don't believe in wishes, is a friend that does not take me for granted and does not lie to me. Well! This is not sounding like a friend at all. Hmmm... maybe I need to do some real-life friendship culls, I've done it before and survived.

"Give me the strength to return

The breath you've stolen

Give me the means to reset..."

- Carrion by Parkway Drive

P.S. I have chosen the lyric as I know that this band holds special significance for me and said friend. Hmmmm...