I had one epic major fight with my parents last night which got out of hand and I was almost thrown out. I say almost, as I was told to get out, but then things were finally resolved. I am one hundred percent stuck in a rut. I feel as if my life is just moving on without me. I am 24 and feel as if I have achieved very little at my age. I am grateful for my degree and my job. I am grateful for the opportunities afforded to me when I went overseas. Yet I feel as if I have done little to no growing up. I have not travelled. I got a degree and went straight into my first (low-paying) job, which I hated. So I quit and moved onto my second (low-paying) job which I enjoy, although I feel I could be challenged a lot more. People do ask me if I could move into another job in the same industry and then I look at my friends in the same industry and they are earning the same as me. So either I change it up career wise. Or I remain in a rut. Which is just not cricket. Confusion I say. I have plans, I do. Now to get out of this stuckness. Hmmm.
"Into the night
Desperate and broken
The sound of a fight
Father has spoken.
We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser god
Between heaven and hell, Heaven and hell..."
- Kings and Queens by 30 Seconds To Mars
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