It has been far too long since I posted, and I think this past weekend has given me more than enough to write about. I am no longer going to let my guard down. This girl will remain hardened, guarded and play downright hard-to-get. I am no longer going to play the field as they say. I have had enough of silly little head games. I am tired of being the fling. I am tired of bad timing. I am tired of being told how wonderful and awesome I am, but that "they don't want to hurt me". I am tired of cellinis, samsonites and louis vuittons, I am not a baggage handler. I am tired of being blonde, I think it is time for a new hair colour. I am tired of losing friends, and of bad conversation (I'm also tired of bad television). That was a side thought, apologies. I look forward to meeting new people. I look forward to making new friends and strengthening the friendships I already have. However, I am tired of being alone. I enjoy my solitude, but a little love goes a long way...
"Torturing ourselves
We must be into the abuse
If you're the rope that ties us together
Then please make me a new sad speech
Or leave and beg me just to stay
Used to run to my arms
But now I'm pulling away
Come and go as you please
I'm like a part time lover
With well worn knees
Well come on"
- Blame Me! Blame Me! by Anberlin
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